Thursday, April 03, 2008
HELLO!
long time since i've blogged. main reason is because my dad put passwords on all the computers, as mentioned in my previous post. the only reason why im using it is because my mom's computer password CANNOT be reset, and he told me the password. hehe.
well, lots of things have been happening, i guess. school's 120th anniversary countdown is this saturday. gosh. i feel like skipping it. got practice in church at 11am and the countdown ends at 1pm. sigh. oh well. i shall just 'cab' my way down to church after that.
hmm. went to acjc funfair on saturday. got free tickets. one from auntie Carol, and another hmm.. 9 from joie? hahaha. thnkyou! uncle sam and auntie priscilla fetched me, clement, ivan, isabel and joie there. haha. the only thing i did there was eating and drinking. nothing amusing happened there though. heard the haunted house was good but decided that i'd rather spend money on food then spend money to get scared. haha.. Chara's class was selling ice-kachang. didnt buy any cuz i had flu. ahahahahahah. hmm.. saw a few friends there. like calgan, kenneth, and darren. haha.. joie and bel left at around 3.30. me and clement left around like 4? when we noticed that the sky was dark and it was about to rain. so we slowly walked out of the school grounds, and it started pouring. so we ran from ACJC to Buona Vista mrt station. was completely drenched. ahah. clement then came over to my house where i took a bath and played the playstation for awhile. he was enjoying himself with my guitar. xDD after that we went down to bukit panjang plaza to meet up with the people who went for the CHIJ funfair. erm, julia, benjamin, tianyong, sharlyn and ivan was there. we kinda ps-ed ivan. haha. only when i reached home then he found out that me and clement left the compound. after that i called samtan to meet us at clement's house but in the end he ended up at KFC to watch me and clement finish our dinner. hahaha. headed down to clement's house, all of us xcluding ivan and tianyong. pretty much did nothing xept for bash benjamin up with bolsters and pillows. hahahaha. was a fun day overall.
ohya. had practice before going over to acjc. haha..
found a statement that is kind of true.
To hate someone means that you still care.
found many statements about cautiousness, hate, alertness. haha..
like, Cautiosness is recognizing that the majority is often wrong. HOW TRUE.
another statement about hate would be: To hate someone is to take poison and watch yourself die. haha. true aint it. you hate someone, but it doesnt really do much to the person, and slowly you watch your anger eat you up til you turn to who knows what.
school's been ok i guess. the usual stuff, like the whole class comittee(xept for me!!) eating in class and playing the psp during chinese. hahahah. sigh. i do hope the teach would soon learn to control the class and be a better teacher. well, im not saying that she's bad, but she's just too nice. cant keep MY class quiet if your too nice. haha.
sad. my grandaunt passed away yesterday morning. i signed out from school and when i got home my mom suddenly told me about what happened. family's at the funeral now. i just came back from the docs so i didnt go. going tomorrow with my dad. after prayermeeting.
life's so short and unexpected. you have to agree with me on this. life isnt always what we want it to be. it's never fair, it's never easy. or maybe, this thinking has developed from human characteristics, like what i talked about in my previous post. judging people by their actions and not their intentions. sad. it's a hard thing to remove from the human mind, cuz everyone's born selfish. yep. i mean everyone. it's just as hard as removing the basic need for war in our lives. we are born with a fighting spirit in us. human thinking. like for example, 2 common tribes in africa. one brought up by learning to solve problems through negotiation, and peace talks. the other, where fighting is neccessary in order to call yourself a MAN. where fighting one another brings out the champion in you, and giving you automatically recevied respect. so one day, this war like tribe gets pissed with the 'sissy' tribe. war breaks out, and guess who would win? definitely the tribe who loves to fight. they kill the men, and impregnate the woman, expand their territory, and grow more warriors. it's built in us. the desire for war. sad that it cant be removed. or this world would be ever soo peaceful.
im starting to fall in love with east timor. ever since i went there for mission trip, i have never forgotten how beautiful the place looks, and the people there. it sure was fun going there. General Tan from the United Nations came to share with us about the United Nations and Singapore's role in the UN force. the General was put incharge of the peacekeeping mission in east timor. showed us some pictures of the place there. sure brings back memories. i guess my heart longs to go back there. i still recall being afraid and paranoid when i first saw the people. i thought that they were gonna kill me, or do something. but, turns out that they are extrordinary nice people, being all cheery even though their country is somewhat, less developed then other countries. gives me a warm fuzzy feeling inside when i think about them. haha.. cant wait to go back there!
OBS on the last week of term 2. church camp about 3weeks later. holidays: PACKED. haha. my house is gonna become a resort again. found out i aint going to Japan anymore. which is kinda good. cuz the one-month away from Singapore, friends and CHURCH practically killed me. well, at least i went with my bestfriend XD. haha. gosh. dont know what's wrong with me. i feel like going overseas, but i dont. poo. the smell of the hotel room, lift lobby, the arcade in the hotel. haha. im weird, i know. i just love it larh. haha.
well, i gtg. shall post when i have the time. cya!
i made it known at 7:50 PM
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