Saturday, May 31, 2008
friends
i dare to say i have very few friends, very few, close friends. people whom i can share my every burden and joy. i know some of you guys might not think that way but, seriously, i have very few friends whom i really believe and trust in. some call you friend but they don't even care about you. just leave u to one side when their other people around. bleh. i guess many of you guys know how it feels.
discernment makes you happy and sad at the same time, doesn't it. knowing what's good and bad. and often we're expected by our parents to go and do the right, not wrong. having discernment just makes your parents change your way of living like they take advantage of it and expect you to change. for me, somehow sooner or later my life will be one of studying and reading, without having fun at all. but it is a great gift though, lets you know what's important to do, and somehow brings out more responsibility.
i finally know how God feels when we sin. ok, something happened and i aint gonna talk about it. hurts. real bad. i seriously never want to lie to my parents, of course this ain't a promise xD i'll just have to try my best. and like also not to sin. it's gonna be hard luh. i just hope God gives me the strength to do it. God is a god who wants to spend time with us as well, He wants us to love Him as much as He loves us, as much as Jesus loves us. He wants us to obey his commandments, read His word, and also to converse with him. it's just very saddening that tianyong actually pointed out the truth, that our youth is screwed, but still, there aint no perfect church. we just have to work towards Christ-likeness together. but it's still very true. see how many youth call themselves christians and yet screw other lives by lying, murdering, gossiping and all that. kinda sad huh. people wearing Jesus as an accessory. bleh.
im bored. at gordon's house now. lol. potluck later. shall post another time. cya guys
i made it known at 3:24 PM
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