Saturday, June 28, 2008
bleh. cowards. only know how to run. hahaha. shant say who. but i've realised running is the most stupid way to get over our fears and worries. we have to stay and fight. i learnt that the hard way, but i had my friends family and God with me so yeah. all things are possible with God. well, if your scared, this might help. it's from a song. 'Just a little faith's enough to see mountains lifted moved'. yep, faith. we have to have faith. faith in our friends, family and most importantly God. well, for me, one of the ways i learn to build my faith is by praying out loud when im alone. it's like declaring that your talking to someone and believing that He can hear you. faith is what we need in these times. yep yep. Jesus is coming. i cant wait. haah. but we'd better start picking up our bibles and preaching the gospel to our friends now. lol.
hmmm. i see more of black than people see white. maybe that's how i differenciate people. you cant always look at the good in people. you have to look at their bad points. dont always believe them if they look so good. you never know who they really are inside.
i woke up at 8.30 this morning. haha. didnt want to wake up so early but somehow i did. lol. going to meet andrew for tea later. talk about our problems, well mostly his luh. haha. maybe ima run before lunch, come back bathe and then eat. then after that rest for awhile then make my way down to BB interchange to meet the sherlock. im bored. haha. waiting for JK and JJ to 1v2 me in dota. well, i dont care if i win or lose luh. haha.
it's time for a change isnt it? hmm. maybe i just think that way cuz it's the best way for me to handle any kind of stress. i'm planning now to go further into music, improve my drumming and guitar skills. also into physical activity, to get a strong and healthy body. trying my best to at least study and hour for a day then slowly into 2 hours and 3 and more and more. and also to spend time with the Big Guy for at least 15mins a day, then i'll slowly put in more time and more. well, i cant do all of these by myself. i need perserverence. and i think God will see me through and so will my FnF (friends and families. look since i keep saying these 3 words i'd rather shorten it. ahahhaha). i seriously wanna thank that person who gave me the letter. helped alot. haha.
okay! ima end the post here. shall post more another time. xDD buhbye peeps! remember to read your bible and pray huh! God bless. buhbye!
i made it known at 8:58 AM
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