Saturday, June 28, 2008
i dont know why. but i've started thinking about the 'History will repeat itself' theory that i've come up with again. haha. i get the feeling that ima be persecuted. dont know who else in the youth is. i think i need someone to talk to again. before i really think about everything and start judging again. haha. somehow i really think that it will repeat itself. it's gonna cause more hearts to break and more.
well enough about that crap. im alittle high today. hmm. wonder why. i just came back from a jog. was rather satisfying. looking at the clear skies and the sun bathing in it's glory. 1km a day. sounds easy. haha.
hmm should i go study while waiting? hmm. yea maybe do my geog homework or something. i think i shall start after lunch. 1page nia. lool. i think what sam told me about himself impacts me alot. that he wants to be free spirited, and like never defined. i want to be free now myself. i have this really big urge to just keep running and flying and swimming and just everything that has to do with being free. haha. i've fought all my problems head on one by one. it's rather satisfying. now im so hyped and fearless i feel like pumping my physical fitness to the standard where i can go free running. xD yep. fearless. that's how i feel now. haha. im not afraid of anything. SERIOUSLY. death doesnt mean much. cuz if death comes, i'd be in heaven. and i know i wont die til God wants me to. haha. so yeah. that's how i feel now. im not afraid of the cold, nor heat. im not afraid of hunger and loneliness anymore. im not afraid of what the devil's gonna do to me. OKAY. FINE. the only person im afraid of is God kay? haha.
hmm. it's rather sad. i dare say that bhuddhists and muslims are so much better behaved than christians. sigh. well it's time for a change. and im gonna do something about it. so if anyone's willing tell me. haha. maybe we'll start a campaign or something. i really hope this generation will change. i cry for those who dont see that Jesus is the way, the truth and the light. i mourn for them. haha.
oh gosh. i have to start thinking about the message im gonna share with my school mates in cf. hmm. i think i should talk about the one which the malaysian pastor prophesized about. yeah. i think it should be good. haha. maybe go borrow the letter from my dad or something. yep yep!
I WONDER. i blog very often now do i? the I part in me is very dominant these days. haha. maybe it's cuz im changing. haha. well, i'll just be myself and let God do the changing part. yepyep. xD
OHKAY. i shall stop posting already. haha. needa go bathe. im sweating. BLEH. haha. BUHBYE!!
i made it known at 11:29 AM
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