Tuesday, June 24, 2008
i need a new life. one without worries. one without troubles. one where i dont have to wake up with a frown on my face. i've just had the most emotional week of my life. school's just started. my life's a wreck. i dont know what to do. i have no appetite for food. i've been having this very bad flu. i cry everynight. i just long for a change. new friends. new place. new home. new school. i just wanna run away from all of my problems. i feel like ending my life. i feel like drinking. i feel like smoking. i feel like doing all the bad stuff. i feel like fighting. i feel like punching. i feel like dying. i just want a change. i cant take this life anymore. i need God. i need Him.
i made it known at 7:52 PM
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