Thursday, June 26, 2008
life will never be the same. sad isnt it. we just have to face it i guess. sigh.
oh, i wonder why the songs by relient k hit me so hard now. from the album MMHMM. you guys should go check out these few songs: 'Life After Death and Taxes', 'I so Hate Consequences' and 'The One I'm Waiting For'. nice. very nice. but i still wonder why they hit me so hard. maybe it's the lyrics. i feel they display alot of what i'm going through now.
masks. nice way to cover up how you feel. i love it. but somehow, behind the mask i cry. real hard. but it's a good way to get over stuff. and prevent people from worrying for you. i mean, yea i like people to be concerned and all but not when everyone's around luh.
music or the misery. nice song huh. so is 'Realize' by Colbie Cailet (Ko-bee Kai-lay). lyrics hit me hard too. very very very hard.
im bored. as usual. with some other problems as well. sigh.
thinking too much, makes you a paranoid. being a paranoid makes you afraid. being in fear for too long turns into a phobia. i'm afraid i guess. im there. not near getting a phobia yet though. i hope not. but yea. im afraid. you wanna know how afraid i am go listen to Yellowcard's 'Afraid'. yea, nice song. and another song which the lyrics hit me hard. you really should go listen to all the songs i've mentioned and look at the lyrics. anyone who's reading this. yeah. YOU. IM TALKING ABOUT YOU. go look em up luh.
im into Josh Groban now. i always wanted his albums but i cant find them anywhere. bleh. Febuary song. okay the only song mentioned in this post that doesnt really hit me hard. but it's a beautiful song nonetheless. go look it up on youtube along with 'The Prayer' and 'Don't Give Up, You Are Loved'. sooo into him.
i just found out today that william moseley is 21 years old. bleh. i thought he was 18 or so. whatever. he's still king peter. everyone likes skandar now. bleh. i think skandar looks like someone who wants to get beaten up. loool. Narnia. i wanna go there damnit. lol. where i can escape from all my troubles. ooh oh. have i ever mentioned that i want to be a Satyr? i think they're super cool when they fight. those men with goat's legs and horns on their heads. ermm, Mr Tumnus from the second book is a satyr. i want to be a wild cat too. like a cheetah or a tiger or maybe a lion or leopard. they're always free. bleh. from all worries and fears. kings of where their from. and i've been thinking. lion the king of the jungle? since when did you see lions in jungles? bleh. in lion king and Narnia of course. but in a real one? never really seen or heard such a thing before. humans are blind. bleh. and stupid.
sigh. i dont know what to do now. maybe go emo abit or play some games. my heads a mess. blehhh. shall post another time. cya
i made it known at 3:40 PM
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