Thursday, June 26, 2008
nah. it wont. trust me it wont. it's not me. it's you. sigh. i wish we were back to where we were before but the problem isnt me. it's you. i dont wanna risk it anymore. your happy, im not. and i pretend i am. but it sucks. and i dont want anymore of it. sigh. i dont want it cuz you dont want it. you miss it but you dont want it. hit the bullseye didnt i. sigh. it's just a huge toll on me. i thought i'd be happy, but yet again, lies lies lies. i dont like lies. you've really put me through alot. and i dont want anymore of it. sigh. i miss the old you. and when i've just gotten over everything you come back into the picture. i try and forget. but everywhere i walk i see you in my head damnit. it's hard. it's very hard. sigh. i really miss you. but, i dont think it'll ever work out again. sigh..
Life After Death And TaxesHey taxi, send me straight to the heart of it
The nucleus of politics was somebody
Somebody started it
Cause they taxed me
with a scalpel piece by piece
they cut me deep and let me dry
until there was nothing left to bleed
And this is how I choose to live
As if I'm jumping off a cliff
knowing that you'll save me
knowing that you'll save me
and after all the stupid things I did
there's nothing left that you'd forgive
because you already forgave me
yeah you already forgave me
Keep driving
leave this deceit miles behind me
so far back I'd have to wrap my mind in
just remind me
I can't try this to
pick myself up and then move on
think about the life I'll have when this fragile one is gone.
Never forget
there's life after death and taxes
Forgiveness comes
and all of the rest is what passes away
Death and decay can't touch us now
Every breath that I inhale is followed by exhaling
traps the one who never failed
I know you'll never failed me
Never forget
there's life after death and taxes
Forgiveness comes (forgiveness comes)
and all of the rest it just passes away
Death and decay can't touch us now
i made it known at 7:00 PM
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