Friday, June 27, 2008
OKAY! thanks to whoever who wrote that encouragement letter to me. haha. yea i'll have fun with the bible. xD it really means alot.
OKAY! yea. i feel loved. sooo many people care for me. i thank God for everything. haha. i think God really answers prayers. during church camp ps Rutherford talked to us about crises, and i told God i wanted one and it really came true. well, it was rather sad. but like what my very very very best friend said,'Everything happens for a reason'. haha. and like what joyan said,'Maybe it's time for you to get closer to God'. yea. haha. i just wanna thank God for giving me this opportunity to trust in Him.
OKAY! today was a rather weird day. i was feeling rather sad in the morning. shant elab. after school i decided to go swim, BUT then clement had to go out so yeah. didnt. BLEH. hahaha. jk. so i called sam tan to go to the Singapore River with me. yeah. i finally know how to get stress away. get my mind on other stuff. and OH OH. i heard that it takes about 14-21 days to create a good habbit, so now im like at least gonna run 1km or so a day, try to study for at least an hour and read my bible and talk to God more regularly and also to have a short time of worship a day for Him. i'm just afraid that i might take all of this as like a chore luh. haha. nvm. God will see me through, i know He will. OKAY! prayer meeting was awfully funny. i was in the room with sam tan. so i took the guitar out and started playing some songs to get myself into the mood of worshiping God. suddenly my dad came in, and then samtan and my dad started singing along. then slowly all of the others came and they started singing along too! then when i was just about to pass the guitar to my dad he started praying as in like thanking God for bringing us all for this meeting. so i kind of led worship without knowing. ahhaha. it's fun!! like i said before, i can really go into the prescence of God when i have an instrument in hand. it's much easier for me i guess. yea... talked about youth day activities with andrew, ben and josephine after pm. well, andrew was very worried and we talked about everything he was worried about. yea. ima meet him tomorrow for lunch to talk more about his problems and everything.
'Don't give up, it's just the weight of the world'. BLEH. OF COURSE DONT GIVE UP LUH. I'VE GOT MY BIG BOSS UP IN HEAVEN TAKING CARE OF ME. hahahaha. stupid emo music. although Josh Groban is really really good. i have so many people who care for me. EH WHOEVER IT IS WHO SENT THAT LETTER AH. THANKS. IT REALLY MEANS ALOT. XDD
yep. it's just the weight of the world, but it's off my shoulders!! XD YAY! haha. yes, i have to say it again, i feel sooooooooooooooooooooo loved. xDD i've got my family showing love and my friends showing their concern and love for me. and and and my schoolmates!! yeppp. somehow i feel like im warming up to them. yep yep. haha. my class is starting to get nicer and nicer.
NOW!! this whole paragraph shall be dedicated to all my friends!! i wanna say thanks to Thaddeus for being a crap partner. one i can talk to and bullshit with.
Andrew!! for making me worry about you so i dont have to worry about my own problems! and your a nice guy. xD just try and worry less k?
Joyan!! for talking to me through this stupid stupid week! and for like also listening to my troubles for erm, since like after youth camp til now.
Geraldine! for talking to me too!!! haha. your a great friend. just needa cheer up more heh. haha.
hmmm... who else.... AHHH
Abijoy!! yes your fantabulous name is on this list. haha. thanks for talking to me when i was really down on monday( i think). and thanks for leading CF with me for these few months. OKAY I'LL STOP SLACKING. xPP
Xinyin! haha. doubt you'd read this but yea. i wanna thank you for being my math 'partner'. as in like sitting beside you is kinda fun luh. haha. getting to know you too. your weird. xPP NAH JK.
KERRIANE!! yay! hello pal! yep. we're the only mature ones in our class. JUST KIDDING. haha. yeah. thanks for sticking with me through thick and thin for these 3years in school. xDD
GOOYOUNG!! for being such a blessing and tolerating all my crap for these 3years. you should really come to church again. stupid korean. JUST KIDDING. AHAHAH
JUNKAI!! YES. MY SECRETARY IN SCHOOL. thanks for listenin to my crap and like tolerating my irritating voice when it comes to these few words,' EH, GOT WATER OR NOT? LET ME DRINK LEH'. xDD again, your like a younger brother to me. and i thank God for you.
Chara!!! my fgm. xDD thanks for talking to me on wed night. somehow knowing that you care brings me alot of relief. xD thanks for everything.
my my. this post is getting rather long isnt it?
SAMTAN!! YES YOU! for praying for me and talking to me about your problems and spending this whole afternoon with me!! i thank God that i met you. your a very nice guy. and you know how to tolerate all the shit from around you. ahahhaha. thanks dude!
Calvin!! for cheering me up when some crazy girl left for perth. BLEH. hahaha. thanks for going home with me almost everytime we meet. and for everything else that you've done. xD
Jonathan! yea. no one expected his name to be here. but yea. thanks for talking to me about the youth and what's happening. lets pray and continue to work hard for the BIG BOSS a'ight?
GLADYS! FOR BEING SUCH A NICE PERSON TO TALK TO!! xD yea i wanna say it again. if i had a chance to know you and i didnt take it i'd make the biggest mistake of my life. xD thanks for talking to me for countless nights and for being such a blessing to me. thank you!!!!!! xDDD
i just wanna thank all those who have been praying for me and everything. THANK YOU! i feel much better. oh. i wanna thank one more last person.
yes you. i think after you read this you'd know your the one im talking about. thanks for being able to talk to for those many nights. thanks for spending time with me for like dunno how long. thanks for talking to me for like at least 18 hours a day. thanks for all the presents you've given to me. thanks for being such a blessing. yeah. im gonna miss you alot. but haha. you've got your life and i've got mine right? xD thanks for everything luh. ahah. all the best in life huh!!
yep. i've finally came to the end of my post. haha. im happy. and sad. yeah. it'll take time. but i know i've got my friends and family and my big daddy God to back me up and cheer me on! thanks for everything. EVERYTHING. haha. i shall end my post now. CYA!!
i made it known at 11:11 PM
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