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Sunday, July 20, 2008
but then again, there is a reason for everything right?

war coming up. inevitable? not really. it's whether i want to or not. but i will stand and fight for my friends and what i believe in. this is going to be a tough one, won't it? i seek knowledge, i seek more wisdom. i will get it. i will.

study of human nature, it's gonna start a new war isnt it.

it's a matter of whether i can master these gifts, and how fast i can obtain this knowledge that i desire. i will get it. it's time to let the D in me run free, isn't it?

but then again, i have to play passive. i have been driven to that small, sighting tower. a place where i can only watch. but isn't that what i want for now? i'm afraid it might turn me into a monster. a cold one. one who has a natural affinity for destruction and chaos. being who i am, i already have a natural affinity with the dark side. but yes, i do know that good will prevail.

sounds scary. i hope it wont get scary. but there's this part of me that's saying, 'Give me your best shot'. and i'm afraid of the consequences, but at the same time waiting in anticipation, excitement, to fight my enemy. yes. i know.

you played passive too didn't you? you read my mind, but im learning to read yours. one day i will master my gifts, not only my MBTI gifts, but also my God-given gifts. the ones you have left behind due to your rough acts.

but let's not make this a big show for everyone. wait til i'm ready. and while i'm preparing, get out of my life.

there's a difference between the 2 words, 'manipulative' and 'influencial'. i will use my influence, to overule your manipulation.

then again, we will never know whether we'll ever have new enemies. i sense some of my close friends will, become the enemy, or more likely, i become the enemy. i am on the verge, of becoming one who is governed by the head, not the heart. it will be soon i guess, if this 'hate' or indifference just keeps flowing out.

war will start. we know it. both you and i.

til then.


i made it known at 8:05 AM

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