Sunday, July 27, 2008
hmm. the question hit me.
what is hate? AND WHY DO PEOPLE LOVE IT SO MUCH?
maybe one day, FOR JUST ONE DAY, i should try hating someone.
BUT, then again, to hate is to murder. NAHH. shan't hate anyone. hahahaha. xD
hmm. today was a rather tiring day i guess. sad we didnt have worship during youth. pearleen was sick and ivan didnt know so yeah. no worship. so sad right? hahaha. derek wants to become like joker. hahahaha. i think joker's cool. xD
but then again. two-face is cooler. as in, i like his character more. i guess there's more justice then pure fun and anger? haha. then again. when was joker ever angry? LOL. but the movie was good overall. xD
hmm. pretty bored now. someone's at a bbq so cant call. BLEHH. nvm. wait for andrew to call. LOOOL.
i realized gaming doesnt mean alot to me anymore. hmm. maybe it's cuz i haven't played any games for a long time.
this is for you.we're still friends. i guess it's better this way? but hmm.. your still one of the 4, and maybe one day we'll all go up on the singapore flyer, like, all 8 of us. cheer up. haha. i don't know why but i feel rather, free? hmm. haha. in a certain way. you should too. and yes, our friendship will never be temporal. it's bullshit remember? ahha. cheer up lah you. crazy. i guess knowing you was great. haha. and yes, please come online, so i can share my troubles with you again. but this is one way. i'll forget that part, but you can't. cuz you have to hope hard that one day everything will be perfect and fine for us again. nah. my heart isn't broken. maybe it's yours? but i didn't mind this happening. haha. i guess i'd been trying to forget everything since the day you messaged that message. only God can stop us from being friends, and looks like he placed in me this desire for us never to not be friends. xD say hi one day will you? and i shall start to refer to you as spring. xD cuz you are like spring.cyou! xD cheer up kay? buhbye!
i made it known at 8:11 PM
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