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Monday, July 28, 2008

i have to say it.
i think it's pretty selfish of you to not ever share anything with anyone.
here i am trying to lighten your day, here i am always trying to cheer you up, but you never let me do anything.
the doors are always shut.
i hate it. and i think i don't want to worry anymore.

but then again, i can't not worry. i told you. you are too important to me.
and yes. what were the lyrics of the song i sang to you..
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.
and you accepted these words didn't you.

i just don't understand why you don't wanna say anything.
maybe it's like cuz you trusted someone so much and that person spilled everything out.
or maybe it's just cuz you keep telling yourself that it'll always work out if you don't tell anyone anything. it'll just slowly build up and kill you.
i don't want to see you die, i don't wanna see you leave.

i'm just really worried okay?

what is it your hiding? what is it that's so big that we can't solve together?

just come and say hi later if you read this.

ilu.


i made it known at 6:04 PM

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