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Thursday, July 24, 2008
school was. mad.

you become what you think. hmm..

i notice how much i think. we had a competition to see who was the strongest in class for physics. so we were supposed to run up 4stories. and i was running, my brain was automatically looking for shorter ways to waste less energy but complete it much faster. like, it was countin the number of steps that i can jump without falling. it then told my body to just grab the railings and pull myself over to the next flight of steps without runnin the vertical distance. i just noticed it. i guess that's why i'm so stressed when i'm running. i never run for personal best, never ran for the gold medal, nor silver. i guess it's because of my aimless decisions that's why i take things so lightly, and in doing so, giving space/time for my mind to think about other stuff. i realize i never run with all i have. i realize i never do anything with all that i have. i think it's time to start luh. time to be less lazy. i guess i am very lazy. lazy to get out of bed, to argue back, to prove myself right, to go down and get water, to even get to sleep. to go down for dinner, to switch on the computer sometimes, to answer the phone, to get out of the bathroom, to go for pe, to take the lift, to walk up the stairs. too lazy le. ahah.

i stopped playing chinese chess. just playing it will automatically become smarter. the more smarter i become, the more i see others as inferior, and if i think that way, i am in a certain way heartless. so i gave both my chess sets to gooyoung, one that's about 7years old and another one i just bought just now. crazy i guess. haha.

then again, i have to thank God for giving me this blessed life. i am, in most ways imaginable blessed. be it with friends, where i live, what i eat, my allowance, my family and even with my head.

this brain of mine. cheh. like more of a curse then gift lah. but still, i thank God that i have this level of intelligence. i just need to humble myself. haha. pride is my biggest enemy.

i guess i'm gonna go sleep soon. haha. shall post another time. cya!






and i really thank God for you. xD

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