The day you wake up will be one of the happiest days of my life. And I can't help but worry about you, although sometimes I do speak ill of you. Your still young that's what they told me. I hope you do change. Wake up. Behave well. Speak well. Stand upright and straight. Be that person I hope you can be. Calm and collected, that's what you can be. Stop being so reckless. Take time to realize the many blessings that you have. Take time to realize that you should start to be a good role model for the younger ones. Hey. They look up to you, start acting proper. And I still remember the times I kept reprimanding you on how you were to behave in public and to always respect your parents. Well, again, the day you come to know that everything I've done for you was to protect you and was for the best, will be one of the happiest days of my life. But things will never be the same again, and I don't want them to happen again. I just hope you do one day. And I'm sure everyone will see that big smile on my face again. I want to be proud of you, and don't let me down. Anyways, I doubt you even read my blog. But I hope one day you do read about how much I miss the old times. The 'glory days'. Haha. God bless you my dear.
And you. I know you read this blog almost everyday. Haha. Well, what I meant about forgetting the past was forgetting about ever quarreling with each other but to know that you'll treasure the memories we had together just put a smile on my face automatically. Haha. I miss you, but maybe like you said, we've gotta go our own ways. Well, maybe someday everything will be fine again, and maybe winter and spring will come together again. You never know right? Just let God's will be done, and I'm sure we'd both be happy with His will instead of ours. Let's live for God a'ight? And come on, we're still friends. And you better make sure I see a smile on sunday. Haha.
I really wanna thank God for you. Again, your the only one who knows me inside out apart from God and myself. And I miss talking to you for countless hours on the phone where we'd just be singing songs and going all crazy and cuckoo. Haha. Again, our families don't really want us to talk to each other huh. Sad luh. BUT WHO CARES! Haha. You've cheered me up countless times and you always manage to put a smile on my face everytime we talk. Love you! xDD
