Tuesday, August 05, 2008
Please. The world will never come to you. YOU move to the world. That's what I've learnt. Stop being so childish. Stop thinking whether people deserve to be your friends. Start thinking whether you can be a friend to people. Attention seeker. Call me a flirt, look at yourself. Call me bossy, I admit that. But even if your back is pain, YOU WANNA STAND FAR AWAY FROM US AND WATCH US EAT SUPPER WHILE YOU STAND ALONE BY YOURSELF?! NO RIGHT. Seriously, if you think I'm such an ass come and tell me straight in the face. I've really had enough of you. And don't compare me with your dad. You don't frigging know me well so just shut the bloody rumors and shut your bloody mouth and stop your bloody childish thoughts. You think the whole world loves you huh. You think by telling everyone that you've had it with life and that you want to jump down, that everyone will love you more? NO. Stop it. You wanna go believe in Satan more than God? I really pity you. Stop it. It's pissing me. Not only me. Stop thinking as if by saying these things everyone will give a hoot about you. I really only have one word left to say to you. Childish.
Sorry guys for that. I just needed to do that. Someone's pissing me off real bad. REAL BAD.
Tired. Very tired. Tried to sleep at around 7.30 but tossed and turned til 10 last night. I had like, a million thoughts racing through my mind. Blank thoughts. I was angry, sad, confused, happy, messed, all at the same time. My head really hurt bad. Wonder what's wrong with me. I can't walk properly at all. My head feels clogged up. Maybe it's because I lack sleep. Maybe it's cuz I'm tired. I shall not jump to other conclusions.
School was alright.
Math test next week.
Emath.
Tuition on Friday.
Tution on Saturday.
Ruins everything.
Can't wait for Sunday.
I know I'm falling apart. And I want to come back.
With everything, I will shout forth Your glory.
i made it known at 7:13 PM
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