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Tuesday, November 04, 2008
I can't sleep. It's been long since I've felt like this.
Familiar feeling.
I love it, I hate it.

I just feel so.. so sad, so down, so depressed. I feel lost again.

Sleepless nights.

This year has definitely burned me down.
Gave me countless scars on my heart.
Given me a lot to think about.

I wanna run away.
Dump my life start another one.

Break free from my responsibilities.
Fly away from those irritating people.



Quarelling with my dad, fighting with a young girl. And having another one break my heart. A bad christmas last year. Screwed up holidays this year. Bad grades. Having no one understand you because they don't and also because you don't want them to. Making enemies, making friends. Choosing sides. Head and heart at war everyday. I just wanna scream.

I've had enough of this life.
Enough.


i made it known at 11:11 PM

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Josiah!

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