Thursday, January 01, 2009
2008.
Pathetic year for me. Hmm. I'm hoping this year will be a very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very good and fun one!
I'm gonna go crazy.
I feel my inner self screaming to get out.
I wanna fly!
I wanna jump!
I wanna run!
I wanna scream!
I wanna die.
TSK.
Nothing much to look forward to this year. Somehow letting 2008 go is freaking freaking hard, even though I hated the year. Like, accepting the fact that it's already 2009 is having a huge toll on my mind. I feel like, lost, out of this world, in another dimension. Tsk.
And I keep getting the feeling that the world's gonna end soon. Like, tomorrow soon, or an hour later soon. It keeps me calm, but at the same time makes me mad. Makes me happy, but also sad. I doubt I'll be able to sleep later, and I doubt that I'd be able to wake up too. And according to someone there won't be lessons tomorrow. STILL.
I DONT WANNA GO TO SCHOOL. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Tsk. A little too long wasn't it? Hmm, take that number of 'O's and multiply it by 90981519127346616546765489431764351654, and that will show you the magnitude of my hate for school to start. I like school, BUT I DONT WANT IT TO START. At least let it last forever instead of like give us a freaking long break and taking it away. IT'S PISSING.
I can't use the word that starts with 'B' which the second letter is the letter 'O', the third, 'R', followed by the fourth and fifth letter, 'E' and 'D'. DAMN. That's the way I feel right now. Tsk.
OH! I KNOW SOMETHING I CAN LOOK FORWARD TO! EAST TIMOR! YAY!
I do hope I get to go again.
Oh, and happy new year to a certain someone who I'm not allowed to talk to! YOU DIDN'T WISH ME DUMB DUMB. Never mind. Haha.
I'll post another time. Haha. Bye!
i made it known at 9:40 PM
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