Friday, January 23, 2009
Awkward moments. Tsk.Fall Out Boy, Yellowcard, Colbie Cailliat, Jason Mraz, John Mayer, The Cab, The Used, 30 Seconds to Mars, Muse, Corrinne May. That's not enough. Someone introduce me to a new band please.
Supposed to go jamming, but Calvin didn't practice enough, so he called it off. Decided to watch Underworld 3 today cause the trailer said 23rd Jan, but I saw some poster and it said 5th Feb so we called it off. Came home to sleep. Hope I can go out tomorrow after practice.
I feel lost. I guess I'm just doing things too fast. Which stinks. I need to slow down. Damn. Just don't know how. Yeah, I just wanna sit down and watch life slowly pass by.
A thought came into my head before I went to sleep. If I ever went into a coma, or died, how many people would visit me, or come for my funeral? How many people would bother to come and stay with me during my 'sleep'? Makes you think twice about the way you treat people. And I think that yeah, I've been pretty rude to some people. Forgive me if some crude words slip out. I'm trying my best. Sigh.
I guess I'm tired. Stress is killing me. And I so feel like giving up.
At least something interesting happened today. During the performance the power tripped. Like, your looking forward to something good, and then suddenly the lights go out. Haha. Super funny. Went for Carl's Junior with Nerdsville just now though. Meal was great. Didn't finish my chilli fries though. Sad...
I feel like running away from reality again. Let me be a coward for now.
Tired, shall post another time.
i made it known at 4:19 PM
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