Monday, January 12, 2009
If only we could turn back time. Then we could erase all the mistakes that we've made, save the friendships that we've lost, cherished every moment we had with our friends, studied harder, make more friends, learn more skills, get to the right school.
I've had regrets in life. I hated the choices that I made, like for example, my school. I could have gone to a better stream. But I chose this school. There's a reason, definitely. Just that I don't have it. God does. Quitting track was another big mistake. Losing a few close friends too.
I guess some of you have had bigger regrets than I had, and some, more than I would ever have. But then again, there's no use in living in the past. We can't live our future in the past. We can't put the past into the future. We can only hope, and pray for the best.
Choices.
Actions.
Consequences.
Then again, there has been no one, and there won't be anyone who will ever lead a perfect life. Yea, life's unfair. But it's a gift from God. Why live reflecting on the bad choices that you've made, when you can look forward to making much better ones.
Something I've learnt in these 4 years. Only you can stop your own tears from falling. Only you can tell yourself to put a smile on your face. Yea, you say we need friends. They can only set the atmosphere, you have to decide for yourself.
Stop crying.
Stop bleeding.
Stop screaming.
Start living.
You had your choices, you chose your actions, now live with the consequences.
'Could you help me push aside, all that I have left behind.
i made it known at 6:45 PM
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