Saturday, December 19, 2009
'You asked for a revival. Here it is.'
We know how angry Satan is.
We know how much we can give in.
But the guy with the horns is shouting.
And I'm gonna shout back.Youth camp just ended today. Mmm. Tough. It's been stressful for me. Yeah. I cried. Good thing only one person saw it(:
But this youth camp has shown me, that even the more respected leaders can fall in an instant. It has shown me how fragile us humans can be. It has shown me that
feelings do cloud judgement. Don't surrender to your flesh, feelings, faces and facts. Toughie.
Again I see how imperfect we are. Again I've witnessed how important words are. Again I see people giving in and giving up. But again I see God's mercy and grace. Something we don't ever deserve.
Thing is, the Master, has given us mercy and grace. It's just so hard to learn to do so.
I wanna die to myself everyday like how Paul did.
I wanna put my pride away.
I wanna put my desires away and place God's desires for my life first.
I wanna be all that I can for Him.
But I'm just so stressed now I can't think of anything. Prayer. That would help.
I'm sick of negative emotions. I'm sick of miscommunication issues. I'm sick of anger.
I want a revival.
I want restoration.
I want peace in my heart.
Touche. Prayer works.
i made it known at 6:42 PM
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